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Now I can say with confidence that I had never figured out when people suffer from the unacceptable loss of a person dear to them. For my part it used to be sympathy, solicitude. When this happened to me, when my grandmother died, I started to realize the anguish people felt when their loved ones pass away. This unendurable pain which rips you apart, it feels like a heavy stone in your marrow squash and makes you weep each time you recall a deceased family member. sentence is unlikely to soothe this pain, no matter what others say.Every morning I wake up thinking that she is in the dining room inebriation her coffee and watching her favorite TV shows. All of a fast the truth starts rushing up and I come to realize that it was scarcely a dream which was still hanging around me. In scandalize of my outward calmness, I felt as if there was a forged hole inside me. My grandmothers death was truly a sobering event and the most traumatic loss in my life. The memorial of my grandmoth er will always be with me wherever I go and always tinting my dreams with her gentle smell of rosemary and the glittering silve...